Soulmates Bring Mangoes

Ayurveda is India’s 5,000-year-old Vedic practice, through which patients are treated with natural herbs and treatments in accordance with their dosha or body type. The word Ayurveda translates to “life science” in India’s ancient language, Sanskrit. Panchakarma or (five actions) is a cleansing and rejuvenation program where the mind and body are healed through detoxifying […]

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The Spiritual Evolution Elevator Doesn’t Go Straight Up: Revisiting Corrections and Striving for a Higher Score on God’s Tests

In Judaism there exists the concept of the klippot, which translates to the layers of an onion. However this concept is figurative for the layers of ego a person peels off of themselves in order to uncover and expose their divine essence.   In the summer of 2015, I observed within myself a tendency – […]

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Camino Love: A Young Woman’s Pilgrimage Leads Her to Bitter Sweet Love and First Union with Her Divine Lover

I touched a dream a little, thanks to you. With your smile so full of promises, with your eyes flooded with love too great to contain. I felt unattainable, infallible, invincible. Injuries and pain had tried to extend their hold on my body. But there you were, waiting for me in that mythical place. And […]

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Mommy Dearest: Growing up in a Household with the Abuse and Neglect of a Mother with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD)/BDP

My mother left my abusive father when I was 13 months old. She had gained 100 lbs. during her pregnancy with me due to depression and binge eating. My father beat her regularly, sometimes punching in her the stomach in attempt to make her miscarry. When she left him, she invited my grandmother (her mother) […]

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